Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Meeting with Carol Law [Hot + rainy]

I used to avoid meetings during lunch hour since lunch hour should be the time for relaxation from my prospective. I used to avoid speaking to HR people as I had an impression all the time that they were not helpful.

Anyway, I was forced to meet Carol Law, the HR lady at 12noon, during my flexi-lunch hour. According to the agent, "Carol doesn't want to have the meeting out of office hours.". Well, well.

To me, the meeting didn't have any significant meaning; indeed, it deteriorated my perception to the firm, which was just built up during the last 2 weeks and was still highly fragile.

Let's see how it goes.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

爛攤子 [熱 + 驟雨]

又要收拾人家的爛攤子 >_< 一個早上,就是在接聽各方人事打來的電話和發電郵,只因昨晚下屬把某些市場價格資料弄錯了,今天的 P/L 出現了 USD2,100 billion 的虧損 @_@

這些可以避免的「忙碌」一擁而至,更別說避不了的 conference calls: 今晚有、明晚有、星期四晚有、星期五晚也有 --- 簡單點,就是這個星期餘下的晚上也有會議 #_# 那來這麼多東西說?! 下午才告訴蘇海明明晚九時四十分看電影應該沒有問題,突然卻跑出了一個印度人堅持要開的會議,九時三十分才完結 ... 我真的能趕上嗎?

Monday, August 06, 2007

平靜生活 [間歇性大雨]

早上上班的時候下起大雨,晚上下班的時候也下著大雨。儘管我再懶惰,也不得不打傘 *_*
西褲都濕透了,真討厭。

卓炳森說,她已經不像以前那麼熱絡於追求攀山涉水、飄洋過海的旅行生活,對於平凡安靜的生活亦感到滿足。我笑了,笑說她長大了 ... 會和定期練習瑜伽有關嗎? =P

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Uniqlo Jeans

到九龍灣新開張的 Uniqlo 行逛,買了一條割價的深藍色闊腳牛仔褲。試穿的時候已經覺得很奇怪 --- 怎麼穿上 22 吋的牛仔褲還是鬆鬆的,不附上腰帶的話有掉下來的感覺? 我絕對不相信自己只有 21 吋纖腰嘞 ...

回家,找出塑膠間尺一量 --- 噢,原來聲稱 22 吋的牛仔褲「報細數」。以後到 Uniqlo 買褲子,一定要試穿,不可盡信標籤所示 @_@

五月新娘 [熱 + 雨]

與爸爸及媽媽談上好一會。在父母的首肯下,我們決定舉行一個簡簡單單的雞尾酒會婚禮,不擺酒了 =)

就這樣,我將會成為一個五月新娘 *,*

Saturday, August 04, 2007

家長日 [熱]

依然抱恙,不過還是早起了,因為今天是蘇陳兩家家長見面的日子。

到了德福的美心皇宮吃午飯。一餐下來,沒得出甚麼特別有建設性的意見,就是「隨年輕人喜歡嘛」。

既疲倦、又頭暈、且事情又煩雜,真想哭 >_<

Friday, August 03, 2007

Bronchitis [Hot]

病情沒好轉跡象,於是又打電話到林孝武醫生的診所去。這回終於見到林醫生的廬山真面目了。

「小姐,你已經由感冒變成支氣管炎嘞!」 不是嘛?! 「下星期一必定要覆診,因為有抗生素的藥,記緊,一定要覆診! 不過到時應該好轉了。」

好罷,你是專科,我只好乖乖聽你的話 -_-

晚上約了何曉珊等一群人吃飯,偏偏遇上要 conference call ,又遲到了,整整一小時 >,< 雖然沒有 conference call 也可能會遲到,而且今天是這兩個月來最早下班的一天,但長此下去也太不健康。快點找人請我嘞 *.*

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Meeting with Victor [Hot]

Woke up in the great early morning. Didn't wanna take the medicines as they made me drowsy, but gotta took them finally as I coughed like a TB patient. Walked along the Central MTR station, feeling dreamy all the way while my eyes opened wide suddenly --- Trevor the boss was walking straight towards me! Face to face, no way to escape. I knew it's his habit to arrive at office by 8.30am everyday, but it's just 8.10am! Why he went to office so early today @_@ This stimulated another waves of bad coughs on me, especially when Trevor spotted me and smiled. Such a terrific scene *.*

He might not sense anything, but I felt like being caught =P

Still in shock when I met with Victor around 25 minutes later. The meeting was not as relaxing as the one with Paul last time, and those why why why questions drove me a bit mad. How come there were so many whys? Why Why Why ... >,<

Back to office by around 10am, walked pass Trevor's seat as quickly as possible and didn't approach him for the whole day. So fortunate that he was busy in persuading Gavin to rescind his resignation for the day and didn't have time to talk to me ... hehe *,*

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

做醫生 [熱]

藥吃光了,病未痊癒。本來想到 Viola 極力推薦的林孝武醫生那裡去看診,打電話預約的時候,護士小姐卻說醫生今天有事不回診所。沒辦法,只好繼續去看 Dr. Vio 。

做醫生真好,尤其是開診所的專科醫生。就以林醫生為例,星期一、二、四、五在 10am 至 1pm 及3pm 至 6pm 應診,星期三和星期六只工作半天,星期日休息,像今天遇上私事,又可以不回診所,多自由。

可憐我,十一時多跑出來看醫生,再與 PwC 的舊同事吃午飯,不到下午兩時又回到公司去;今天不工作,正如拿石頭砸自己的腳一樣,代表明天要做得更多。

忽然在想,醫生平日的空閒時間會做甚麼呢? 如果我多了工餘時間,又會做甚麼呢?

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Calls [Hot]

Enjoyed a relaxing lunch with Viola, the ex-secretary. "Oh dear, what's happen to you? How come you look thinner than previous?" she yelled.

Was it? I looked into the mirror in the washroom when I was back to office, which reflected a girl with a big head, dull face, thick hair and panda eyes ... haha =P

Coughing seriously but gotta keep talking on phone with clients; what's even worse, attended 3 conference calls starting from 7.30pm, which lasted until after 9pm when all lights in the conference room were off!

Talked in darkness. My mind was indeed drifted away while my lips were still moving. How come there were so many calls ... too many ...

Monday, July 30, 2007

Responsibility [Hot]

Thought that I could leave a bit "earlier" tonight but turned out gotta deal with another piece of awful tasks and left by 10pm. It's so hateful when the manager came to my seat and waved his hands, signifying he's going, while I was still on phone with that over-energetic JPM guy to handle those leftover stuffs for him! Actually, all these should have been completed during my leave, how come they could just be left aside until the very last moment, and the responsible holder simply walked away >,<

Seemed like my health condition rendered form recovering to worsening after the fight tonight ... @_@

Saturday, July 28, 2007

《Transformers》[Hot]

UA 德福結業了,被迫到 UA Megabox 看《變形金剛》。電影是蠻好看的,戲院卻不太好。如非必要,還是不要再選這家電影院 @_@

Friday, July 27, 2007

Thai dinner @ CAY's home [Hot]

到了歐陽嘉敏的家吃 Thai maid 姐姐煮的正宗泰國菜。陳榮芹認真地學習,寫了好幾張筆記;我、蘇海明、金佩思及梁杏華只是乖乖地坐著等,當食客 =P

同場加映

(1) 在沒有陳榮芹的幼稚園畢業照找陳榮芹
(2) 測試 NexCare荳痘隱形貼
(3) 三女暢飲三支紅酒

Thursday, July 26, 2007

晚飯時間 [熱]

與郭婉汶及朱文恩吃晚飯,事先沒有約定時間;結果大家於九時四十五在銅鑼灣太平館相會,可始進餐。

突然想起以前相約六時半吃晚飯的時光 ...

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

My turn?

晚上,歐陽嘉敏告訴我她在同一天得到兩個 offers 了,興高采烈卻難以取捨。用心想想吧。

正所謂「有又煩、無又煩」,我還是那一句 --- 幾時輪到我? *.*

生氣.生病 [熱]

放假三天的經理回來了,以為可以回覆正常的工作量;後來卻發現是自己想得太美好,因為人家已經暗暗地把那些我暫待的工作看成我份量的工作 ... 豈有此理 >_<

中午起,進入完全「爛聲」狀態。是太操勞抑或是太氣憤的緣故呢?

晚上,迫著去出席 conference call ,精神委靡的我想一結束會議後就離開了,卻又遇上假惺惺的人,這邊廂著我病要早點回家休息,那邊廂卻又請我替他寫兩篇電郵傳給紐約人,前後不到一分鐘。結果我又成了最後一個離開辦公室的人,生氣極了!!!

我已經不想繼續在這裡寫這些悶悶不樂的事情來發洩,請給我一條出路罷 ...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

爛 [熱]

己經夠忙了,還要再弄來一堆爛工作,浪費我的時間 >,<

我懷疑我給同事感染了,不只喉嚨痛,甚至可始由聲音沙啞變成失聲 ...

Monday, July 23, 2007

消息 [熱]

繼續忙。有點喉嚨痛,是說話太多,抑或是被前、後座患上感冒的同事交叉感染? @_@

忠實讀者們興致勃勃,紛紛前來查詢。聰明的你們,先自己猜猜罷,消息確定了才通知你們 =P

深夜,同事 Gavin 告訴我他今天得到 offer ,可以辭職了。雖然我亦替他感到高興,卻也有點失落 --- 他走了以後,同期進入公司的就只剩下我一個人了 ... 究竟我甚麼時候可以離開嘞 *.*

Sunday, July 22, 2007

忙 ... [熱]

忙、忙、忙。一個人做兩個人的工作 + 處理某某早預料的「突發事件」。有點氣、也有點累。

Saturday, July 21, 2007

畫一撇 [熱]

弟弟生日,外出去玩了。我和蘇海明與爸爸媽媽到德福的「翡翠拉麵小籠飽」吃晚飯去,順道將十劃未有一撇的事畫上一撇。

難得蘇海明非常認真地把句子完整地唸了一遍,爸爸媽媽卻聽錯了,要再說一遍。

然後他們把同一句說話重覆說了三遍,感覺像想快點把貨物脫手。

跟著是一分鐘內由「有沒有也沒打緊」變成「誰誰誰和誰誰誰」,再演進成「某某某、誰誰誰、某某某、誰誰誰 ...」都冒升起來了。

不過,其實還是十劃都未有一撇 *.*

Friday, July 20, 2007

十劃都未有一撇

朋友說,她應該會和他一起到英國去,不過十劃都未有一撇。

時間倉猝,沒有周詳計劃,不過還真希望他們是用最簡單、直接的方法得到雙方的 working visa ,因為那不單是一張紙,相關的另外一張紙代表了承諾、尊重和責任。

我的好朋友,祝妳幸福快樂! 雖然不是百分之百肯定妳會到英國去,不過將來我(們)有幸到英國的時候,你(們)一定要好好地接待我(們) =P

姚葉聯婚 [熱]

葉翠妍出閣,於是一班中學排球隊員在有點混亂的婚宴上又踫頭了。

已婚的梁嘉儀問了一個很高深的問題:「人大了是不是一定要結婚?」她說,這是她近期經常思考的問題。

已離婚的 Ms Chu 說:「我覺得現在生活得比未結婚和未離婚之前更快樂。」

感情生活撲朔迷離的黎建琪說:「我開始覺得不一定要結婚了。」

我嘛,保持緘默。

Thursday, July 19, 2007

New joiner [Hot]

A girl who is more experienced (and probably older) than me joined our team during my leave. Only knew some of her background before she joined, and I didn't have frequent contacts with her these few days except for the welcoming lunch today.

Incident 1

"It's ridiculous that you guys don't have cell number of others within the team even being teammates for 2 years!"

That's what the new joiner commented when she knew that only I but not others in the team knew the cell phone number of my manager. I told her it's a good signal meaning that you won't be reached out of office so that you won't be grabbed back to office for work during non-office hours, but seemed like she didn't agree with it.

Okay, just gave her his number as she was so desperate to know about it ...

Incident 2

9pm. I, manager Y and new joiner were in office. I didn't know what the new joiner was working on --- indeed she shouldn't have any further assignment on hand. Manager Y picked his wallet from the pedestal, said goodbye and left office.

The new joiner packed her stuffs at once and left. “Wao, why you could leave so sudden, aren't you working on something?” asked a guy from another team. "My boss has left, why should I stay?"

Kidda shocked upon hearing it. Was she working just now indeed? Were all people that "realistic"? Was I being too "responsible" then?

Meeting with Paul [Hot]

Instead of classifying it as a meeting, I would say it's more like chit-chatting. I was pretty honest and relaxed, so as for Mr Yip --- yup, I called him Mr Yip rather than Paul, as 90% of the chat was conducted in Cantonese and it's weird to address him as Paul while he addressed me as Miss Chan, wasn't it?

The talk was a bit overran and I rushed back to office. Arrived by 10am. Just walked towards my seat as usual, turned on the computer and started up all different programs. Nobody asked anything. Nobody dared to ask maybe =P

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Call [Hot]

11.50pm. Suddenly got a call from one of my staff.

"I've forgotten to send out the bond price file to New York, oh god, what should I do now?"

"Indeed," I answered, "we've spotted that and already got that sent by 9pm after you've left the office."

I didn't able to understand the thinking process of some people at all sometimes. Calling supervisor, who could help nothing over the incident, at around midnight means prompt reporting? Popping questions without solution proposed means shifting responsibility? Come on, what on my mind (and manager's mind as well) was how could you forget tasks which you perform daily and only discovered that by midnight! @_@

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

上班去 [熱]

終於要上班 @_@ 幸好只處於「半上班」狀態,不過明天要回覆正常了 =(

分派「手信」予同事,其實只是牦牛肉乾和肉粒,花了近一小時。 Stanley 很惹笑,無端端問我為甚麼派「神怪」食品,弄得我一頭霧水,原來他錯讀了用簡體字寫的食物品牌「神聖食品」 =P

今天是合作了兩年的 Finance 人 Nicky 的 last day ,他特地拿來「散水餅」。我從頭至尾都在恭喜他,經理 Y 卻不斷地問人家幹嘛要離開,說在這裡工作這麼好,怎麼會選擇到別家公司去 ... 哎呀,請別以為人人都和你一樣忠心耿耿、死而後已,可以嗎? @_@

Monday, July 16, 2007

Meeting with Jiann [Hot]

仍然處於 holiday mood ,幸好今天不用上班 =P

可惜明天逃不了 =(

今天與 Jiann 先生見面,他突然提出的建議好吸引。

換了是以前,一定會興奮得要命;現在,卻要仔細地想一想 ...

Sunday, July 15, 2007

《一期一會》 [熱]

昨晚過關的時候已經是十一時多,午夜過後才返抵家中。離家半月,終於回來了。永恆的最後目的地。

除了那年陳普牛替我寫了五篇東京旅行記,我從來都沒有把遊記手稿上載。把所有的手稿加起來,已經可以結集成書了。懶惰如我,當然不會把它們重打一遍;就讓我自私地把它們留給自己閒來閱讀,回味一下旅途的感覺。

趕著回香港,因為要去看舞台劇《一期一會》的下午場。大家都說這劇很好看,所以才會在四月首度公演後再於七月重演十三場。滿心期待地進場,卻發現劇只演得一般,主要是戲劇性不足、欠缺張力與連貫性。同一製作公司的劇目,《梁祝下世傳奇》都各方面都比較出色。

期望過高而去,以致有點失望而回。老是這樣的,下回還是懷著「四大皆空」的心情去看電影/ 舞台劇了 =P

Saturday, June 30, 2007

周雷聯婚 [晴 + 大雨]

昨晚收拾行李至三時多,晚了起牀,又遇上巴士大塞車,差點趕不上雷碧華今早在玫瑰堂舉行的婚禮 *_* 幸好最後也趕上了。

因為只有女方是教徒,所以婚禮比較簡單。雷碧華的樣子好幸福嘞 =)

天公造美,拍照的時候,太陽出來了;到了室內環節,才下起大雨。

婚禮後,與去年到日本旅行的團友和雷碧華的姊妹團一起吃午餐。很有趣的組合,話題也很「多元化」 =P

與大家選購送給雷碧華的結婚禮物後,我沒有隨大伙兒去看《史力加 3》,獨個兒回家去買車票及旅行物資,很忙碌似的。那邊廂,蘇海明亦去了領西裝及收拾行李。晚上七時多才再與何曉珊和李政立匯合,一起到婚宴會場去。辦得不錯的。可惜吃了防禦高山症藥物的蘇海明身體不適,我們在吃干燒伊麵的時刻便先行離開了。

祝福雷碧華婚姻美滿、幸福快樂 =)

Friday, June 29, 2007

Reminder [Hot/ Rainy]

While I was waiting for my staff to hand in the report for my review at 9pm something (take note, it's 9pm not 9am, how could this go so crazily! Finally I simply stepped out from office by 10pm while the staff just completed the report ... left it for the manager then!), I typed up this reminder for my team to take care of my stuffs during my leaves. The longest reminder I ever sent.

Hope that they won't call me during my leaves, or should I just skip all calls during the trip? =P

Anyway, I won't be able to get reached afterall, since PCCW guys told me that they have no covereage over there for the global calling card ...

* * *

To: The whole team
From: Good dreamer

As a reminder for your reference ... add oil ...

Thanks and regards,
Good dreamer

Daily tasks

- Approve payments > Simon
- Report Funding > Raymond - pls chase up other teams if the funding rpt is not circulated to you for completion by 5pm daily
- DTCC report (for closing confo)> Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond - pls pass the report to Yaqub directly; Yaqub - pls check completeness of report
- DTCC Der Audit report > Andrew - pls extract, save and print the report; Yaqub - pls check (don't have to check MQM messages and Spreadsheet entries); pls perform checking on the monthly modification report if time is allowed
- Calypso Static Data Audit report > Yaqub, pls check
- Report on outstanding/ mismatch confo on or over 5 days > Andrew/ Yaqub
- SP Confirmation monitoring statistics > Yaqub
- Confo register reconciliation > Yaqub
- Incoming confo > Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond, please check my in-tray

3Jul2007

- Report Top 10 outstanding confirmations of HBEU and HBUS by filling in spreadsheet in stated path for Kenneth to consolidate > Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond
- Reverse accrual of DTCC fee Jun07 > Andrew/ Raymond
- Remind EQD team to print and circulate Funding report > Raymond
- Send o/s register by month end to Alice (All outstanding trade confo as of 30Jun07, deal currency and amt) > Yaqub, pls refer to the sample I gave you
- Check and upload Credit Earmark > Yaqub
- Check fee swap tickets from Irene on trade transfer for Pos 226 by FO > Yaqub to assign Link

9Jul and 16Jul2007

- Report Top 10 outstanding confirmations of HBEU and HBUS by filling in spreadsheet in stated path for Kenneth to consolidate > Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond

10Jul2007

- Check Callable CLN report > Yaqub
- Check and upload Credit Earmark > Yaqub

Miscellaneous/ Tasks in progress

DTCC

- DTCC TIW Backloading Statistics to be reported to HBUS for consolidation --- upon request > Andrew/ Joey/ Yaqub
- DTCC TIW Backloading > Yaqub as central contact, Andrew/Joey pls f/u
(1) DB - pls chase cpty for o/s alleges in Pre-BL and then confirm in Prod-BL
(2) LEH - pls chase cpty for o/s alleges in Prod BL (we've agreed with ctpy to resolve remaining trades in Prod BL) and f/u on Sino-Forest trade
(3) JPM - pls chase cpty for 1 allege o/s in Pre-BL and then confirm in Prod-BL; also 3 trades o/s in Prod-BL at the moment
(4) HBEU - pls f/u with Mel with the submission file and start backload
(5) UBS - pls chase for progress of iTraxx MCAs amendment Link ; chase HBUS Julie Mei for DTCC progress on amendment of procedural manual > Yaqub
- DTCC Pay/ Rec > Yaqub + IT Alex and Stanley
- DTCC Credit Event Adherence > Yaqub, pls confirm with Mel on when this will be rolled out/ whether we have to participate
- DTCC-CLS link > Yaqub, pls provide weekly update to Trevor

Calypso project and enhancement

- Project GO go-live date 7/8Jul2007 > Pls refer to Yaqub + IT Kit and Alex for emergency support
- 3 enhancement items to be incorporated in Jul/ Aug release > Yaqub + IT Alex and Henry
- Cents digits issues for fee autofeed to DTCC (iTraxx and autofed unwind fee) > Yaqub + IT Alex + HBUS Mel/ Roshan/ Carletta
- Auto-feeding of partial unwind and novation from Calypso to DTCC > Yaqub to check on progress with HBUS Mel/ Roshan from time to time
- Calypso dual authorization for static data maintenance > Yaqub + IT Kit + HBUS Carletta
- Approach BNP and see if they agree to use matrix for APAC Corp trades as well (change Calypso setting if they agree) > Joey

Ad-hoc items

- JPM merging of DTCC accounts #7747 to #6162 by novation > Yaqub as central contact, Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond to f/u
- GS novation / MS novation > Pls check the status with FO from time to time

Miscellaneous

- Audit confirmations > Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond, please check my in-tray and f/u
- Check existence of ISDA Master Agreement with potential counterparties for FO through Central Documentation database
- Deem SSI > Raymond - pls keep track of the status; Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond - pls prepare letters for issuance to ctpy ; Yaqub - pls submit the request to Trevor or I can submit them when I'm back
- Resolve enquiries from Investigation team (Zies/ Enid/ Isabella) especially for Jun2007 quarterly payments > Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond
- Check on unconfirmed settlement amounts e-mailed from Irene > Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond
- FO iTraxx price calculation spreadsheet, Frankie may ask for info from time to time > Yaqub as contact point, Andrew/ Joey/ Raymond to help
- Citi confo for HSBC Private Bank > Pls forward to Alice Ling

Change Management

- General Change management enquiries > Pls refer to Billy (SDGIR)
- Change management - payment register enquiries > Pls refer to Alice

*** Reminder: Month-end Trade Vol reporting definitions ***
Dashboard
- Partial unwind reported under Unwind, NOT under Amendment & Cancellation
- All novations (Step-in, Step-out, Remaining) reported under Assignments and Novations

Fed Metrix
- Include all CRD trades (flow + structured)
- Trade vol: New trades + Novation + Unwind + Partial Unwind --- this should match with total no. reported under Dashboard (excluding intra-group and intra-desk trades)
- Trade confo: New trades + Novation + Unwind + Partial Unwind + Amendment + Cancellation + Exit --- this should match with total no. reported under o/s register by month-end sent to Alice, excluding intra-group confos (or with traceable/ explainable difference)
- Electronically eligible - Non-Electronically confirmed / Electronically Eligible: Put in no. of trades which is eligible to confirm on DTCC but not electronically confirmed, e.g. iTraxx trades with certain ctpy, CDS trades with a counterparty not confirming on DTCC.
- Non-Electronic - Manually Confirmed / Not Electronically Eligible: Put in no. of trades which is not eligible to confirm on DTCC, e.g. TRS.
- Pls refer to my e-mail on 22Jun2007 for Jun2007 quarterly roll figures

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Mission re-failed [Rainy/ Hot]

Sorry Mr Backpack, you're still being set aside. Sigh ...

Arrived at office at 9 this morning for a meeting that was scheduled to last for an hour, but it turned out to run double the scheduled time @_@ It's 11am something when I got back to my seat. Long, long list of unread e-mails reddened my inbox, while my in-tray was flooded with piles of documents. I hated to have take-away in office for lunch but I had to give in finally, not to mention that I've only got 15 minutes for my lunch before I was back to my work again =(

What's going on? Who could take me out from the hell?

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Mission failed [Rainy/ Sunny]

Packed nothing for tonight AGAIN. Improved a little bit over my off time --- 10 minutes earlier than last night --- but this was somewhat too immaterial. Sorry, Mr Backpack, I'll try to allocate some time to you tomorrow night. Sigh.

Monday, June 25, 2007

事與願違 [熱/ 雨]

<完美計劃>:
7.30pm 完成日常工作
7.30pm - 8.00pm Conference call
8.30pm 前離開公司
09.15pm 返抵家,晚餐
10.15pm 收拾旅行用品
12.00mn 行李辦妥,沐浴

<現實結果>:
7.30pm 處理突發事件,只完成 1/3 日常工作
7.30pm - 8.15pm Conference call
10.40pm 工作未完成但決定離開公司
11.20pm 返抵家,晚餐
12.10am 處理人民幣找換交易
12.30am 剛上交易失敗 @_@ 看友人傳來的「米雪西藏高山症昏迷入院」新聞及「何謂高山症?」報導
1.00am 沐浴
1.30am 對著螢光幕打這篇手記

今晚又收拾不了行裝 @_@ 為了能在星期六下午看《史力加 3》及以輕鬆愉快的心情出席雷碧華早晨的婚禮和晚間的喜宴,明晚、後晚、大後晚一定要努力收拾背包 *_*

撞破

心不在焉地上班,想著旅行的事。

午飯後跑到韓蔚的公司去,除了領取旅行大背囊外,還匆匆地以雙目「遊覽」她的辦公室。當我們以為自己的行動神不知、鬼不覺,甚至沾沾自喜之際,忽然跑出一個正要去盛水的印度人 ... 哎呀,給撞破了 =P

《從黃鶴樓到武當山》 [熱]

又到了閱讀我至愛的《都市日報》的時間,今日挑選的是林一峰的文章。

《從黃鶴樓到武當山》 林一峰

因為做了一個月的中國巡迴演唱會,我趁機在站與站之間到了慕名已久的不同勝地看一看。北京郊區古鎮爨底下村、由胡同改建的咖啡室街道南鑼鼓巷、新興酒吧區後海、上海夜生活集中地外灘、音像出版文化重地紹興街、南京古陵墓、古城牆 ...... 其中要數武漢之行最有意義。

一翻開中國地圖,發現不計新疆西藏自治區,武漢正是漢族人口的中心點,這個名副其實的中原地帶集合了各地精英,成為了中國的大學城,而所有人文氣質都匯聚在城市中心點的古建築 — 黃鶴樓。

長江漢水交匯於三楚腹地,武漢隔兩江三鎮互峙,城內黃鶴樓屢毀屢建,由三國時期到中華人民共和國一千七百年的風霜,在崔顥、李白、白居易等歷代名仕筆下若隱若現,雖說「黃鶴一去不復返,白雲千載空悠悠」,身為中國人卻定要一登。

五層高的現代黃鶴樓依舊屹立於中原心臟地。在最上層迎?風看?長江大橋,如果古代才俊們看到現今天天堵車的長江大橋,會吟起甚麼樣的詩來呢?別過頭看,一座電梯就在身後,遊人魚貫進出,真難相信古樓?面竟然會有電梯 ! 我再一瞥剛從那?一級一級辛苦爬上來的木樓梯,那一刻我很從容,哈哈,五層樓底甚高的樓梯實在不算甚麼,因為前兩天我已經用雙腳一步一步攀上了武當山山頂。

武當之巔啊 ! 那個大清早確實是我生命?面一個很大的創舉,雖然僅僅一千六百多米,但沿路上斜落斜千迴百轉,也不是說笑的,加上那是傳奇的武當山,意義更不一樣。

渾身濕透,雙腿酸軟,正到達頂峰之際,忽然眼前出現了跟這險峻美景相配襯,又有點格格不入的大型建設:登山纜車!!

武當山上的登山纜車啊!原來那些汗水,那些腳骨力,還有那些想半路退縮的念頭,統統可以省卻;我終於坐下來,接過氣,然後大大聲的笑了出來。

「哈哈!每次都是這樣子 ...... 」

的確,有時是故意賭氣,有時是陰差陽錯,從小到大我都是這樣子走了很多所謂的冤枉路;不過,我敢肯定的說,如果我早知道有纜車,我還是會選擇徒步上山,辛苦是辛苦,那個體會和滿足感卻是乘纜車所沒有的。

你或者可以省回不少時間體力,但同時你亦會錯過了沿途的花香鳥語,熱透時偶爾拂過的微風,太陽猛烈時看見前面不遠處樹蔭的興奮,極渴時清水透進身體每一部分的透心涼,跨過一小個一小個山峰的小小成功感,走完最後一段路踏在頂峰上滿足地鬆的一口氣,眺望山腳時笑?說自己黐線的快感,與及事後可以大大聲告訴自己及別人「我曾經靠自己爬上了山頂」的驕傲。

這是虛榮嗎?或許;這算很了不起嗎?又不盡然。但肯定,這種偶爾的沾沾自喜絕對可以讓自己生活多點姿采,在這個一切物質得來太易的世紀?,實實在在地說一聲「我靠自己」,真的不賴。

「反正我已經做到了,那下一次上武當山就可以乘纜車了啊!」我跟友人打趣道。

「下一次?去峨嵋山啦!」友人說。

沒錯,天大地大,為何要重複走相同的路?

節錄自《都市日報 --- 香江人語》

Sunday, June 24, 2007

薯伯伯

蘇海明傳來一家位於拉薩的咖啡館的網頁,細看之下,原來那是薯伯伯開的!

六年前就知道「薯伯伯」這個人了,那時正在準備歐洲自由行,薯伯伯的網頁有很多資料,當時心想這個人還真厲害!

時光飛逝,薯伯伯的旅遊腳步沒遲緩下來,仍然快我一步。他還曾經踏單車來往泰國、寮國、柬埔寨、越南、中緬邊境及中國雲南旅行,真不得不佩服他!

究竟薯伯伯是甚麼人,能活得如此自由自在?

在家 [熱]

沒外出,整天在家乖乖地看書、處理資料及搜羅東西。

明天就出發就好了,那比上班有趣得多。

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Phrase of the day [Hot]

"Can forgo everything but never for travelling."

Kind of shocking upon reading the phrase, which was printed on the back cover of the Tibet travel book. I just loved this so much!

My hope. My faith.

So what I did to actualize this was to skip the steak-cooking party with lovely ex-PwCers @ Meiyee's home tonight and dealed with trip-related stuffs, including haircut!

Friday, June 22, 2007

婚紗照 [熱]

相約葉翠妍領她的結婚請帖,一見面她便說幹嘛把頭髮留得這麼長。她已經是本星期內第二個說我頭髮長的人了,在旅行前一定要修剪一下。

晚上先看葉翠妍的婚紗照,再看鄧詠琳在台灣拍攝的婚紗照初本 ... 還有其他的嗎? 一併傳來吧 =P

Thursday, June 21, 2007

來自愛人之《藏地牛皮書》[熱]

陳美儀替我在中山找到遍尋不獲的《藏地牛皮書》! 正確點說是「仔仔」替我找到了 =P

無微不至的愛人更派速遞員把牛皮書送到我的公司來,還擔心我怕書本有點殘舊。我當然不會介意,內在美比外在美重要,而且物輕 (其實不是太輕) 情義重嘞!

多謝愛人 *,*

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

記憶年齡 [熱]

除了第一次試玩時不明所以而得出一個 27 歲的結果,其他時候玩這測驗的結論都說我的記憶年齡是 20 歲。我是多麼的年輕嘞 *,* ~

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

端午節 [熱]

端午節假期,沒有睡至日上三杆,因為約了朱文恩和沈班長吃午飯。吃過媽媽裹的糉子,然後就出門到德福的Spaghettis House 吃了一個 long long lunch 。下午看了一會旅遊書,跟著又跑到三聖吃海鮮去。

一天下來,吃得肚子快要脹出來了 *,*

Monday, June 18, 2007

發夢 [熱]

疲倦。中午時分,吃過午飯,跑到冷氣充足的大會堂圖書館去小睡片刻。

不用上班就好了。

Sunday, June 17, 2007

真相 [熱]

下午去探望 BB 陳卓堯。

妳快要當姐姐了,妳知道嗎?

* * *

忽然發現,原來我不明白你,你也不理解我。

多可悲。

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Dinner @ C'est bon! French Cuisine

爸爸說想吃「法蘭(音"noun")西牛扒」,於是今晚到德福的法國餐廳 C'est bon! 去吃晚餐

問爸爸覺得法國菜好吃嗎? 爸爸說:「不能說不好吃 ... 這可是我一生人第一次吃法國鵝肝!」一張感慨得要命的模樣 =P

弟弟品評:「怪不得人們都說『法國菜、多舊魚』!」究竟那是甚麼意思 @_@?

成行 [熱]

今日難得陽光燦爛,可惜睡至下午才起牀,浪費好時光。

太累了。天氣好熱,口中吸啜著 Starbucks 的紅豆味 Frappuccino ,心想是紅豆壞了抑或是店員技巧欠佳 --- 那味道,紅豆香淡然無存,甜到極端衍生成猶如藥水的苦澀。

終於買了廣州至拉薩及西寧至深圳的機票,西藏之旅要成行了,只欠 Mr Bean 的回覆 ...

Friday, June 15, 2007

辦公室政治 [熱]

在最忙碌的今天, J 竟然請病假! 有點惱卻沒發難,反而鄰 team 的同事不知有心抑或是無意地說:「兩天都嚷著說病,早不請假、遲不請假,星期五才請假?!」

沒出聲,免得捲入辦公室政治。

到翡翠拉麵小籠包吃午飯,得知鄰 team 的人事巨變,驚訝之餘沒有太多意見。

沒出聲,免得捲入辦公室政治。

這樣的生活還挺疲累的。

一天下來,最快樂的時光就是與歐陽嘉敏、金佩思和林詠欣到 Outback 吃了一頓豐富晚餐,暢所欲言,多輕鬆自在! 一切很美,除了我又是最後到達的人,遲了一個多小時 @_@

Thursday, June 14, 2007

疑問 [熱/ 雨]

因為十二時半要出席 seminar ,又因為下大雨,所以罕有地與同事 Kennis 、 James 及 Fion 於十一時半一起跑到麥當當去吃午飯。

K:(無聊地) 妳與多少人一起去旅行?
M:(閒閒地) 加上我只有兩個人。
K:(八卦地) 和誰去?
J:(理所當然地) 當然是和男朋友去嘞!
K:(緊張地) 妳有男朋友的嗎? 很久了的麼?
M:(莫名其妙地) 是 ... 也可以說是很久了 ...

下午三時半,同事 Kennis 特意走到我的座位來。

K:(秘密地) 我有話想對妳說。
M:(低聲地) 甚麼?
K:(緊張地) 我吃飯的時候,好像很驚訝妳有男朋友似的,妳可別生氣吖 ...
M:(無聊地) 當然不會嘞,別發傻了!
K:(如釋重負地) 我也估計你不會,不過妳知道啦,不是人人都不介意嘛! 可妳天天都這麼晚走,所以我才奇怪,而且妳看來很「自由」,妳明白嗎? 就是 ... (下刪三千字 ... )

疑問1 - 為什麼旅行「當然是和男朋友去」,不能跟其他朋友去嗎?
疑問2 - 公司裡誰曾因被人驚訝地問及有男朋友而不悅? 不宜捲入這些辦公室風波但又心癢癢的想知道 =P
疑問3 - 甚麼是「看來很『自由』」? 真的不明白 *_*

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

敦敦 [熱/ 雨]

忙透了。

項目工作仍然煩人,不說也罷。

收到陳嘉文的全家幅及與兒子一起拍的婚紗照,敦敦很可愛吖 *,*

Monday, June 11, 2007

技能學習 [熱/ 雨]

今日又體驗到人的劣根性。其實我很討厭趕人家做事,為什麼大家不能自發一點? 還有,能不能來一點沒那麼「無厘頭」的「建議」?

老細之前說,我在這個項目中需要學習的技能,就是不用他出面而能夠令高級於我的人妥協及完成項目。你會不會把事情說得太過輕鬆了?

Sunday, June 10, 2007

哀悼 360 [熱/ 雨]

咁大架吊車、咁粗嘅鋼纜再加上啱啱通過年檢,咁都可以從天而降、跌到粉身碎骨,實在太恐怖嘞! 好彩無人受傷,算是不幸中之大幸。

以前沒有乘搭過昂平 360 ,以後有機會也未必敢試坐了 @_@

Preference Tag - Food

Per Cow's request ...

1.Soup: Cream soup with whatever ingredients
2.Salad: Potato mayonnaise with baked bacon
3.Meat: Steamed miced pork with egg
4.Seafood: Grilled crab legs
5.Vegetables: Broccoli
6.Side dish: Baked potato skin
7.Egg: Omelette with ham, backed bacon and sausage
8.Cereals: Brown rice
9.Canned food: Luncheon meat
10.Burger: Egg McMuffin
11.Chips: Calbee
12.Pasta: Fettuccine cabonara
13.Pizza: Italian delight
14.Drink: Lemon water
15.Soft drink: Sprite
16.Coffee: Mocha ... can I have Frappuccino?
17.Tea: Green tea
18.Herbal tea: Peppermint
19.Juice: Orange
20.Cocktail: Gunner (is it cocktail?)
21.Fruit: Orange
22.Bakery: Doughnut ... much much sugar please!
23.Cake: "Thousand layer" cake
24.Jelly: Orange flavour
25.Ice-cream: Vanilla
26.Sundae: Chocolate with peanuts (McDonald's)
27.Candy: Coca-cola candies
28.Chocolate: 52% dark
29.Cookies: Plain butter
30.Finger food: Egg tart

P.S. Cow, could you make the list shorter next time? Else I won't be writing it as a guinea pig even you forward the link to me especially I couldn't copy and paste the contents ~ =P

報稅 [雨]

終於提起精神到網上去提交報稅表,看到要繳納的稅款,面色一沈。

已經到了用標準稅率比累進稅率更化算的地步,很可怖。下一次老細問我對花紅和加薪有甚感覺的時候,我該直言一點也不高興,因為全都跑到稅務局的庫房去,我的口袋空空如也 >_<

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Mega Box [熱]

Mega Box 開幕,就在九龍灣,於是到那裡去走了一圈。說「走了一圈」是千真萬確的,因為人人都慕名而去,弄得那裡水洩不通。看那黑壓壓的人頭像螞蟻一樣在商場內蠕動,連乘搭扶手電梯也要排上數圈,多可怕。

到別處好了。

晚上回家前,到德福花園的 Pokka Cafe 與沈班長及馮金踫踫面。吃了一杯大大的朱古力雪糕特飲,很味美 *,*

Friday, June 08, 2007

同事聚會 [微雨]

先與 Gavin 及 IG 到蘭桂芳的馬來西亞餐廳吃晚餐,然後到尖沙咀去會合其他同事。 Kennis 的朋友開了一家 pub ,邀請大家一起去喝喝東西、聊聊天,於是我出席了十年難得一現的同事聚會。

除了 farewell 同事以外,我的 team 從來不會有任何非公事聚會。我曾經對這個現象感到很訝異,可是時間久了,也習慣了,不竟你不能明白所有人的思維方式。所以我一直都只會和同一個 section 其他 teams 的同事玩,有時候經理也會以奇怪的目光看著我們,我想他是理解不了。

以前坐在老細旁邊,沒有人敢走到我的座位閒聊,更別提邀約參加同事的聚會,因為老細會聽見的,正如我聽到老細八成的對話。為什麼會這樣? 無法解釋,這裡本來就是個怪地方,充斥著異文化。

現在坐到「偏遠地區」去,自由多了。希望兩個月後仍能維持「自由身」;又或者,直接讓我跑到別處去好了。

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Cool man [Shower]

終於下雨了,為連日蒸熱的天氣帶來一陣涼意,卻為我忙碌的一天帶來不便 @_@

Yukako 小姐說,那人很 cool ,要是我和他見面了,一定會喜歡他。他的真人 cool 與否我不知道,電話裡的他說話像連珠炮,很急趕似的,卻又談了半小時。到後來已經疲憊不堪了,匆匆結束對話。且看看他的本人是否真的那麼 cool ...

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

「粉絲」[酷熱]

下班的時候走過皇后像廣場,有人正在那裡拍戲。看不到是誰正在演出,只知道公園周圍被「粉絲」重重包圍了。

乘搭扶手電梯進入地鐵站,後頭趕來一班「粉絲」與我擦身而過,聽到他們口中唸著:「快,他像要離開了,應該從那邊走!」一群人由 K 出口跑到 J 出口去,隨後的幾個是身穿校服的學生!

拜託,都快到晚上十時了,不回家去、穿著校服在街上晃幹什麼? 現在的「粉絲」真瘋狂! 為什麼我年輕的時候沒有這樣瘋狂過嘞? @_@

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

執屎 [熱]

有時候還真不明白,東西完全不經我手,出問題的時候幹嗎要找上我來收拾殘局?

直到晚上十時離開辦公室的時候,仍然想不通 ...

Monday, June 04, 2007

Sharp [Hot]

Y:「嘩,妳今日對鞋好 sharp 喎!」
M:「是嗎? 因為我的生活太 dull 了,所以要得穿 sharp 一點來取悅自己。」

然後經理不可歇止地大笑,笑得人人都望到這邊來。

有那麼好笑嗎? 想了好一會,仍然毫無頭緒 @_@

重點是,其實那雙鞋子也不是那麼 sharp 嘞 ...

Sunday, June 03, 2007

上班鞋 [熱]

上班穿的鞋子開始破爛了,不得不去尋覓新鞋子。這從來都是困難的事,因為又小又正式的上班鞋得來不易。

待太陽稍褪一點,近四時才出門。心想別蹉跎太多時間,直接到上次那家鞋店買同一式樣的鞋子算了。到了鞋店,在陳列架上找到目標,立即要了一雙。拿著新鞋,看上去總覺得有點不同,現在穿的那雙好像比較耐看 ... 管他的,先買一雙!

新鞋在手,心裡踏實多了,放緩腳步慢慢走。到了另一家鞋店,看到一雙露一點點趾的白底黑邊上班鞋。從來都沒有買過這一款上班鞋,踫巧最小的尺碼還算合穿,又便宜 ... 就在炎熱的夏天來一點突破,明天穿著它上班去 *,*

Saturday, June 02, 2007

新舊交錯 [酷熱]

周末,又跑到中環去,因為蘇海明要到祥興洋服店訂造西裝。那是一家老店,據聞有很多名人光顧,可沒有恃寵而驕,價錢維持於公道水平。稍後且看看成品是否物超所值。

去過老店,隨即走到對面馬路的新店 H&M 。之前只逛過一回,今次看得比較仔細。以中環的物價來說,這裡的東西真的頗便宜,難怪人山人海。聽到有人用普通話說:「這邊、這邊走!」想不到這裡已經成為自由行、國內團的景點之一!

Friday, June 01, 2007

周五聚會 [熱]

晚上九時才離開辦公室,到銅鑼灣金滿庭與陳榮芹、金佩思、林詠茵和歐陽嘉敏共進晚餐。她們都是中學同學,卻個別地有幼稚園、小學及大學同學的關係,很複雜。

要聖誕節才能吃陳榮芹的大餐,似乎到歐陽嘉敏家吃姐姐的泰國菜和看歐陽嘉敏的「豔照」比較可行,還有「時裝」表演看 ... 嘿嘿 =P

晚飯後到可以隨地拋花生殼的 pub 暢飲聊天, Gunner 當然是我的不二之選。中學同學的好處,就是通常都住得很相近,的士由銅鑼灣出發,經藍田、觀塘再到牛頭角,全程一百多元四人分,每人不用三十塊,價錢相宜又快捷,抵!

Thursday, May 31, 2007

快樂不快樂 [酷熱]

黃昏,被老細召喚,對我說如果有太多工作做又推掉不了就告訴他,他再作安排;又說 work-life balance 很重要,他是過來人,知道有太多工作做去到一個不能接受的極限時會怎麼樣。

晚上,經理輪著椅子過來,又問我工作得快樂嗎和有沒有人可以介紹來工作。今次直接叫他別再問了,我每回與朋友聚會都是最後一個才到達已經嚇跑了所有人。

難道我的樣子看上去很不快樂?

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

巧遇 Eugene [熱]

在通往 PB 的天橋上巧遇前同事 Eugene 。

三個月前,他突然辭職了,期間完全聯絡不上。三個月後,他又忽然出現,像鬼魅一樣神秘。
這三個月的 gardening leaves 似乎對他沒甚作用,他,仍是那樣忿忿不平。還真不知道事情給弄得一團糟。

無論如何,所有東西都告一段落了。既然已經安排好未來去向,那就努力地展望將來嘞!

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

無從稽考

是真言,抑或是謊話,無從稽考。信則有不信則無。

忽然覺得事情變得複雜了 ... 可以簡簡單單地說明「有」或「沒有」嗎?

現在與未來,沒有人因而受傷就好了。

到圖書館翹班去 [熱]

十二時離開辦公室,在樓下跳上電車直往天后去。約半小時後下車,我已站立於香港中央圖書館前。

今趟是特別為《藏地牛皮書》而來 --- 沈班長說此書在北京的書店都賣斷了,可以拜託兩星期後回香港來的朋友再查看有沒有新書出版。機會渺茫,還可一試;不過要是買不了,借來一本還能解燃眉之急。

踏入圖書館,向管理員查詢過後,乘升降機直上六樓。嗅到這裡的書卷氣息,心情不期然地雀躍起來。輕而易舉就找到目標書籍,立即打開看了看,眼睛發亮,然後把書合上了,跑到地下借出書本帶回家裡去。

圖書館旁有家 Delifrance ,走進去吃了一個有折扣的意粉套餐。坐在空調開放的餐廳內,一室陽光讓人開朗起來,看著外頭太陽傘下的座位被照耀得閃閃生光,忽然有種正在度假的錯覺,感覺像在翹班 =P

午餐後,再次踏上電車,可這半小時的車程有《藏地牛皮書》作伴,較之前有趣得多;當然如果不用回辦公室去,那會是更完美的一天 ...

Monday, May 28, 2007

新座位 [酷熱 + 大雨]

九時就回到辦公室,人人都在收拾,很熱鬧的模樣。

走到新座位,我也開始收拾東西。座位比預期中好:桌面大了,還有大約一呎高的 partition ,對於這個常常堅稱 "Partitions are barriers to open communication" 的部門來說,實在是一個「大躍進」。有一點是最重要的,就是座位終於遠離煩囂,與老細暫居的房間有好一段距離。我還為自己挑選了離開經理最遠的位置 --- 儘管那只有一個 partition 位置之隔 --- 希望這兩個月我能安安靜靜地度過。

對,只有兩個月的時間,因為之後又要搬位了,這裡只是暫居的位置。以前我在想,如果我能在這次搬位前離開,那是多麼美好的事;現在我又在幻想兩個月後若果已經不在,就不用再麻煩了。我的工作動力都是源於離開的幻想,多可憐。

下午從 P 小姐處得知 Okabe 小姐已經回到日本去,未有決定,六月再來。等不了那麼久,六月後一切都不同了。難道我要再熬上六個月? 仲使過去一個月是有得著的,起碼知道自己不會為更多的金錢到更長時間的工作去,也弄清自己的意向所在;可一想到或許要多待數月,心裡就想哭 =(

這是祢為我作的最好安排嗎? 可以來一點提示嗎?

Sunday, May 27, 2007

《Black book》[Pour]

下午忽然下起傾盆大雨,滿身濕透地到電影中心看完這齣兩個半小時的電影《黑色名冊》。第二次世界大戰的背景,猶太人、德國人與荷蘭人的故事,離不開間諜、種族、背叛、爭權奪利、報復與愛情。

看電影的時候感到冷冷的,也不知道是戰爭的故事都叫人心寒,抑或是因為冷氣吹著濕透的衣裳以至寒風入骨 @_@

Friday, May 25, 2007

板前壽司

板前壽司店登陸香港好些時間了,可今天才首次拜訪。蘇海明先去登記取籌,十五分鐘後我抵步了,卻還再輪候超過半小時才入座。真誇張。

食物大部分屬中上,也有只屬一般的,算是不錯了。吃得飽飽的,兩人合計只是二百塊多一點,價格是挺相直嘞 *,*

新電視 [熱]

電視機壞了,星期四買了一台新的,今天送貨兼安裝。

自早上十一時開始守候,至三時仍不見芳蹤。於是打電話到家電店去追查,語調由和顏悅色到最後破口大罵,才得到四至五時一定會送到裝妥的承諾。

姍姍來遲的它終於抵家了。廿六吋的它比舊電視大得多,外型亮麗,一來便擄掠了爸爸、媽媽的心。三天沒有看電視節目,爸媽如獲至寶,黏在電視前直到晚上十一時才依依不捨地睡覺去。

Thursday, May 24, 2007

B-day dinner @ Brasserie Le Fauchon

六個美女約會於晚上七時三十分的蘇豪區餐廳 Brasserie Le Fauchon,奈何踫巧公司週末大裝修,今晚要撤清所有東西,忙得要命!

結果是遲到一小時,真的非常抱歉,要大家和未來的小寶寶久等了 *_*

這是家法國餐廳,但食物份量可不少,而且很味美,飽得離開時要捧著肚子由蘇豪散步到中環去 =P 餐廳環境也不錯,挺舒服的。我們坐的桌子在餐廳內側,是聊天的好地方;而實際上我們也坐了好一會,我待了近三小時,其他人是近四小時!

愉快的晚餐,希望昨天步入「二.八」年華的壽星女何曉珊會喜歡嘞 =)

心有戚戚然 [熱]

聽來一個由目擊者轉述來的消息,心有戚戚然。

在事情沒有百分之一百肯定以前,還是別輕舉妄動。

不想造成任何不必要的傷害。誰也承受不了。

《Hors de Prix》[熱]

在完全沒有假期氣氛的休假日中午看了一齣法國電影《Hors de Prix》,中英譯名是《珠光寶戲 Priceless》。沒有預訂戲票,十二時抵達百老匯電影中心,還有很多座位可供選擇。十二時十五分開場,臨時擁來一堆人買票,影院變成近半滿了。

很法國式的電影,滿有趣的。為什麼這電影只在兩、三家戲院上映?

電影中心旁有家小書店,內進時正巧播著一首似曾相識的歌,懶洋洋的藍調子 ... 噢,原來是 Damien Rice 的 《The Animals were Gone》...

Oh I know that I've left you in places of despair
Oh I know that I love you, so please throw down your hair
At night I trip without you, and hope i don't wake up
'Cause waking up without you is like drinking from an empty cup

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

老話題 [熱]

今晚很豪爽,下班後與住在將軍澳的同事一起乘的士回家。

說的都是老話題,不竟同期加入這裡的,就只剩下我們倆。且看我們誰逃得快 =P

Monday, May 21, 2007

向消防員致敬 [雨]

「荃灣一座工業大廈昨晚發生3級火警,消防員入火場救火時,發生『閃燃』... 7名消防員在救火期間受傷,其中27歲消防員黃家熙與45歲姓錢的消防隊目送仁濟醫院救治,但黃家熙於1時33分證實死亡,姓錢的消防隊目則被送到深切治療部,情況危殆。另外5名消防員被送到瑪嘉烈醫院,其中3人已出院。」

摘自《明報》 2007年5月22日 港聞

電視新聞報導,一名27歲的消防員在今早一場大火中殉職。儘管我不認識殉職的消防員,可仍感到黯然可惜。

27歲的他,面對挑戰不畏縮,為大家竭誠服務而捨身火海。

反觀27歲的她,每天為五斗米玩數字和文字遊戲,對社會有甚麼實質貢獻嘞?

裝修 [雨]

公司開始裝修了,建築工人進進出出,八尺圍板重重疊起。

其實現有裝潢半新不舊,重建後的設計又不甚吸引,幹什麼還要裝修嘞? 高層的思維,真的難以觸摸 @_@

Sunday, May 20, 2007

再來 Mr. Bean

多日沒收到 Mr. Bean 的消息,蘇海明把英文回覆改寫成一篇給胡先生的繁體中文電郵亦不果,於是我決定測試一下 Mr. Bean ,黃昏時寫了一封 e-mail 給他,看他是只不回覆蘇海明的電郵,抑制是甚麼人的查詢都不回覆。

E-mail 發出後四小時,蘇海明突然發現原來 Mr. Bean 是女的 @_@ 胡彬這名字,實在有點難辨認出是女的 ... 蘇海明開始擔心,會不會因為他一而再稱呼他為「胡先生」,所以對方不回信了;一切希望,都轉移到我的電郵去。

又過了半小時,蘇海明終於收到 Mr. Bean (雖然知道她是 Ms. Bean 卻還是喜歡稱她為 Mr. Bean =P)的回覆了!

「黄海明:你好!谢谢回复,七月份的全景游的散客拼团报价暂时还未出,应该下周就可以出来了,届时我再将详细的行程资料及拉萨至西宁的火车票信息告知,可以吗?谢谢对我们工作的支持和信任,祝好!另外,我今天收到了另一位客人 Myra 的英文信件,行程和要求跟你的一模一样,不知是否就是你的同伴?如果是我就不再另外回信了,如果不是请告知一声,我再回信,谢谢!」

於是又發現 (一) Mr. Bean 可能看不懂繁體中文,把「蘇」字及「黃」字給混淆了。 (二) Mr. Bean 的辦事效率不低,不是不回覆,是有資料才再回覆你! (三) Mr. Bean 是有記下客戶查詢的,不然就沒辦法在短時間內把我的「英文信件」串聯到蘇海明的查詢去 ... Mr. Bean 果然厲害! *.*

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Time for psycho test ... yeah ~

"If you could be an animal for 5 minutes, which one you would like to be?" I was thinking whether to pick horse or pigeon for the last question of this psycho test but it's such a difficult decision ... so I chose both =P

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now ... OR ... In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

《藏地牛皮書》 vs 《漣漪》 [風勢清勁]

寧靜的周日下午,賦閒在家。聽著剛接收來的歌,繼續看旅行資料。有誰知道哪裡有《藏地牛皮書》出售? *_*

《漣漪》 林一峰
作曲:陳百強 作詞:鄭國江
編曲:何秉舜@goomusic 監製:何秉舜@goomusic.林一峰

生活靜靜似是湖水
全為你泛起生氣
全為你泛起了漣漪
歡笑全為你起

* 生活淡淡似是流水
全因為你變出千般美
全因為你變出百樣喜
留下歡欣的印記 *

# 靜默亦似歌 那感覺像詩
甜蜜是眼中的痴痴意
做夢也記起 這一串日子
幻想得到的優美 #

Repeat * # #

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Tired [Cloudy/ Rainy]

Started raining from afternoon until night. Cool and wet. The sky was heavy and dark all day long.

Took naps, watched 《X-men 3》and did nothing else. Too tired to move around. Too tired to think of anything. Too tired. Tired.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Meeting with Okabe -san [Sunny/ Cloudy/ Shower]

Okabe-san was a traditional Japanese lady --- polite, gentle and nice. Never spoke with a strong tone. Kept nobbing her head when I was speaking, even it's a long long speech which I couldn't bear myself. Smiled and even laughed for several times during our one-hour meeting.

Realized that what the agent told me didn't matched with the actual situation totally. Well, that's not a big deal, but I couldn't predict how would it go like.

Another Japanese lady called in the afternoon. Maybe I should consider naming today as "Japanese Lady Day" =P

Thursday, May 17, 2007

《情色版》[晴]

《情色版》事件發生已久,至今從未就此評論,因為覺得整件事很無聊,完全是鬧劇一場。我說的「無聊」與「鬧劇」,矛頭不單指向學生們,而是那些所謂持有道德觀念的社會人士。

大家知道《學生報》的意思嗎? 就是給學生讀的報章。社會人士喜歡拿來看,無訪,但請別多話。正如這個 blog ,我寫來是給自己看的,頂多朋友間中也會來拜訪一下。我不介意陌生人來看、甚至留言,但請別來批判我,或者嚷著要把我的文章拿去「送檢」。有時間,請先去處理那些大行其道的色情網頁,別來騷擾我這黃毛小丫頭。

《中大學生報》的讀者群是中大學生,勉強可包括中大校友和教職員。他們對報章內容不滿,可以去信向編輯投訴、可以在校內寫大字報、可以到中大學生會抗議。大學有一套獨立的運作方式與機制,當中包括意見反映及制衡渠道。讀者群不滿,自可因循系統表達意見。大家都說,學校是社會的縮影,宛若小社會。那麼就別把「大社會」的制度堂而皇之地加諸予「小社會」,這樣不單影響社會的獨立性,更打壓了青年意見的發展,那與封建制有何分別?

再說備受非議的主角 ---《情色版》。在網上看了那幾篇被「道德人士」評為色情、不雅的文章,實在驚訝。平心而論,除了覺得文章取材比較突出、文筆不夠精煉與及問卷頗為無聊外,我真的看不出為什麼這些版面遭追擊、評審的程度比一般報章的風月版、色情版及仿如祼照的性感封面更甚。或許學生們能有更有效的表達方式、或許他們能把事情處理得更好,可我實在不覺得他們的本意是色情。倒覺得事情給鬧大了,只因他們是學生,只因大家錯覺他們反抗力弱,只因大家對之引入了雙重標準。

忽然想寫這篇手記,是因為收到同是中大校友的舊經理的電郵,內容是聯署呼籲中大校報編委會道歉,勸導同學迷途知返。思來想去,要道歉的事項,就是學生們應更周詳考慮表達之方式,作出更全面的校內諮詢以反映大部分同學的意見,及更成熟地處理反對聲音。同學真的是「迷途不知返」,抑或是我們浸淫在社會的大染缸太久了,忘記大學教育就是要培養學生有獨立思考、批評思想與反映時弊的氣概?

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Farewell @ CPK [Sunny]

今天是朱文恩在鞋公司工作的 last day , ex-PwCers 與她到尖沙咀的 CPK 慶祝。

一向都覺得一生中從沒有轉過工的人很幸福,能在一處待上一生,那工作一定別具吸引力,又或者令人滿足得不再心猿意馬,讓人死心塌地。

可惜不是人人都那麼幸運,改變原是永恆。不管是別人抑或是自己的 last day ,總是叫人興奮的。姑勿論遲職的原因,結束,就意味著離別過去、重新開始。新的開始,新的希望、新的挑戰;仲使不知道希望會被發揚光大或最終變成失望而回,至少曾擁有的,是轉變的生機。

願朱文恩在新公司工作稱心如意,別忘了要達成自己起碼待上三年的承諾 =P

Monday, May 14, 2007

Super Sandwiches [Hot]

Citibank Tower 的 Super Sandwiches 竟然結業了! 雖然我是較喜歡長江中心那分店既小又不起眼的化發椅,但知道這家只有「硬座」的 Citibank Tower 分店結業的時候,心中難免有感戚戚然。不竟這店於我還在 ICBC Tower 工作那時就健在了,至今仍常與郭婉汶光顧,有感情嘞;而每次到訪之時,店內總是人山人海,該沾不上虧損的邊緣罷,那末就更不明白店為何要結業。

算了,世界上叫人難解的時候實在太多了。

舊的去了,不知會開甚麼新店? 一、兩個星期後再去打探一下。

昨天才讚賞 Mr. Bean 反應快,今天卻沒有回音了 @_@

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Mr. Bean [Hot]

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髮型的效果

看了朋友在台灣拍的結婚照,不禁驚嘆髮型對一個人的外觀效果影響深遠!

朋友堪稱美人兒,可是瞧瞧她在室內拍的照片,因為不濟的髮型,形象都給破壞了;不是說難看,就是看不到她的氣質。鏡頭一轉到室外照,配上清純髮型 + 修長黑裙的她,多明艷照人!

與朋友意見一致,都認為在大婚之日得好好提醒化妝師,別替她梳上那個全曲髮型 ...

周年大旅行 [晴]

今天整日上網,不是看 job ad ,而是看旅遊資料。其實只有關於旅行的事宜,才能叫我死心塌地耗上一整天在網上搜尋;也只有準備旅行的興奮感覺,可以讓我暫時忘卻另起爐灶的念頭。

我和蘇海明各挑了兩個地方:雲南/ 西藏 vs 白川鄉合掌村 + 大阪/ 雲南。雲南奪標了。

峰迴路轉。在網上找了雲南資料好一會,才看到「暑假雲南不太適合!」的旅遊忠告 @_@

於是,目標一下子由雲南轉到只有夏天才適宜旅遊的地方 --- 西藏,我來了 *,*

Saturday, May 12, 2007

《Spiderman 3》 [Hot]

終於看了《蜘蛛俠3》。感覺上這一集的情節沒有第一集和第二集的緊湊,但還是滿好看的。

到奧海城的金滿庭吃晚飯,算是預祝母親節嘞 *,*

乘巴士回家和弟弟討論關於《蜘蛛俠》的問題。

(一)
「以前有 Uncle Ben 的『With great power comes great responsibilities』,今集阿美姨有名句了,『A husband has to put his wife in front of himself』,幾型!」「點會係『in front of himself』吖,文法都唔啱 ...」「唔係 in front 咪 before 囉,都係前面咁解啫,重點係你睇完套戲會記得 d 對白。」「我唔會背對白 ...」「唔駛背都記得啦,妳究竟有無用心睇套戲,點會背唔出!」「...」

按:查看網上的 trailer ,那一句應該是 "A man has to put his wife before himself, can you do that Peter?"

(二)
「你記唔記得細個嗰陣睇過蜘蛛俠卡通片,蜘蛛俠有兩個朋友?」「記得,一男一女,一個用冰一個用火嘛。」「無錯,用冰嗰個叫『冰雪人』,咁用火嗰個叫咪嘢名?」「唔係好記得,好似叫『火鳳凰』定係『火豔X』,咁上下啦!」「我都唔係好記得,蘇海明都唔知!」「不過蜘蛛俠個作者都幾勁,咁耐以前就識玩 crossover。」「點 crossover?」「『冰雪人』應該係來自《X-men》嘛!」「係咩? X-men 喎,有『冰雪人』咩? 你唔係講可以將 d 嘢變冰嗰個男仔嘛?」「應該係嗰個,佢仲係卒仔,做左大佬應該就係『冰雪人』。」「咁火嗰個呢,响邊套漫畫嚟?」「唔知喎,如果唔係就知佢叫咩名啦!」「...」

有誰記得蜘蛛俠那個女的、用火的朋友叫甚麼名字?

Thursday, May 10, 2007

《My Love Will Get You Home》

返抵家中,電視正在播放《溏心風暴》的最後一節。說實在,這電視劇我一集也沒有看過,固然不知它有一首英文歌作片尾曲。今晚第一次聽這首歌,覺得好動聽也很耐聽。我想大部分人的「聽後感」,就是立即聯想到柔情女子所付出的愛細水長流,浪漫且觸動心情。可聽了數遍後,越來越覺得它是一曲偉大的聖詩,像是供詩歌班、合唱團在大禮堂高唱的那一種。

是她和他的愛,亦是祂和他的愛。都是讓人感動的。

在網上找歌詞,發現沒有一篇是 100% 正確的。我想這歌可作為 listening skill 的一篇教材嘞 =P

《My Love Will Get You Home》
Christine Glass

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home
* If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home *

If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home
Repeat *

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home
Repeat *

Repeat *
Boy, my love will get you home

Farewell Edwin [Sunny]

小弟下星期起到 trading floor 工作去,經理還死心不息地問他可會回心轉意。別再問些無聊問題可以嗎? -_-"

到「碗屋」去吃 farewell lunch ,話題卻被 J 轉移到家務事上。看她談自己如何管教菲傭,說得龍飛鳳舞,覺得她 ... 好可怕 >_<

黃昏,被經理召喚到會議室去說了一堆沒營養的話,最可笑的是「妳工作得快樂嗎? 不快樂一定要說出來,如果快樂的話,就別想轉工了 ... 」難道我的樣子看起來像在找新工作嗎? 抑或是他怕我會和小弟一樣離開令他工作量增加? 不打算正面回答,聽完他的「偉論」後,笑笑地回應了一句「沒有人是不可取締的」便將話題結束了。粗線條的他,怕是感覺不出那底蘊,快快樂樂地踱回辦公室去 ...

Late call [Sunny]

Really couldn't figure out why he asked me to check on his test results. I was not supposed to do that; I was not in an appropriate position to do that, to be more exact.

Anyway, the errors were so obvious and I couldn't believe why he didn't spot that out. He didn't know what's going wrong even when I told him there's an error, pointing to a particular field on the screen.

Couldn't avoid speaking to him in a very heavy tone, though I wonder whether he ever sensed that I was scolding him.

Called the SVP at NY office at 9.50pm. "What's in the world are you guys doing over there?!" guessed what she wanna say was indeed "What's the hell you are doing over there?!", but finally modified the phrase a bit so as to make it sounded polite.

I wanna know the answer to the question as well, but very probably he won't be able to give me a satisfactory one ...

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

乏味 [熱]

悶悶的,生活乏味。

與舊同事吃午飯,聊起中學時代的烹飪、縫紉和體育課,都是些雞毛蒜皮的事,卻叫人很懷念。簡簡單單的校園生活總是夢寐以求的。

其實我不太喜歡只會挑剔卻沒有具體建議、說話又不體諒別人的行為,下次請別再惹毛我。

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Audit vs Business [Sunny]

"You possess good product knowledge, but comparatively less well-equipped with audit skills."

Kidda astonished upon hearing that, as it's completely opposite to my evaluation on myself --- I would rather be commented as a person with good audit skills but inadequate product knowledge, that would match with my mind and make me feel much happier!

I wanna be an audit person, not a business person ... =(

Monday, May 07, 2007

最好的時光 [晴/ 熱]

今天最好的時光,就是在香港公園與郭婉汶共進午餐的一小時。為方便,再次選擇外賣的麥當奴餐。事有湊巧,我們又在這裡遇上準備獨自午餐 + 看卡通片的朗奴 ... 哈哈,真有趣,近一個月前發生的事在重覆上演!

我還是負責物色良座的部分。陽光好,很想與它再親近;陽光壞,臉曬痛眼睜不開。非常矛盾的關係。結果貪心地挑選了/ 幸運地霸佔了一個既能享受陽光又有大樹遮蔭的地方。深深地吸進一口清新空氣,心想若果天天都能隨心所欲、自得其樂,那是多麼暢快的事 *.*

Sunday, May 06, 2007

懶惰 [晴]

悶悶的、倦倦的,索性躺在牀上不動。

也不是完全不動,我的手指正在鍵盤上跳躍著 --- 多虧無線上網設定,我只管保持睡姿,把手提電腦架在大腿上打、打、打便成了。依媽媽的形容,這篇手記就是由這樣「沒腰骨」的我在牀上打完的了。

本來還用 webcam 拍下了我現時的懶模樣,但為免我披頭散髮、不修邊幅的造型引起觀眾不安,還是別把相片上載好了。

連我也覺得自己懶得無可救藥。

沒有人能比我更懶惰了。

Saturday, May 05, 2007

剪髮 [陰]

剪髮去。不過剪髮前與剪髮後的外貌好像沒兩樣 @_@

甚麼時候才能看《蜘蛛俠 3》?

Friday, May 04, 2007

Michael Loon [Rainy]

中午與懷疑是 「ABC」或韓國人的 Michael Loon 見面了。很難估計他的反應。亞裔人士真的比西方人深不可測,很難從他的表情和語氣中探出端兒;或許我該說上回遇見的外國人表情太露,我反倒較喜歡那樣鮮明、直接的風格。

上次看到的是冠冕堂皇的裝潢,今趟是實際的一面。說實在,有點失望 --- 怎麼這裡看起來比本地的公司更「地度」嘞 *_*

吃了一塊小蛋糕作午餐,回到公司又繼續工作了,一直沒有再吃東西。到八時半離開,與蘇海明及他的大學朋友到謙記吃火鍋去,那時才感覺到 ... 很肚餓吖 @_@

Thursday, May 03, 2007

莊聚午餐 [熱]

與莊員到蘭桂芳的 HKU Alumni 餐廳吃午飯。話題仍然是環繞著婚嫁事宜上兜圈子 --- 其實自去年起每次莊聚都必定會沾染上婚嫁話題,似是一個源源不絕的泉頭。聽多了也就麻木了,連得知雷炳森真的依其所願在旅行中順道閃電式註冊結婚亦沒特別驚喜。

現在已有兩位莊員提昇至「已婚」的身份;在未來一年莊內「已婚人口」將大幅攀升至一半 ... 感覺像是傳染病一樣 *,* 陳普牛說,將來他們都結婚以後,大家就不會再談婚嫁話題了,漸漸地變成一邊飲茶一邊說孩子經。聊小孩子的事,好像比一味地說結婚話題有趣多了 ... 那麼請你們快點完婚吧 =P

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Ready to go [Hot]

10.05pm.

All files and documents packed and locked in drawers. Computer and monitors turned off. Pens and ruler back in place at the desk tidy.

Ready to go. I'm ready to go. Both physically and psychologically.

When could I leave?

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Peace Square [Hot]

約了 darians 中午十二時到尖沙咀吃午飯,可是十一時三十五分才忽然驚醒 @_@ 匆匆梳洗完畢就跑上街去,結果遲到廿分鐘 >_<

很少光顧尖沙咀的樓上 cafe ,這家由林嘉勵介紹的「Peace Square」算是不錯:一室白色的軟綿化發、簡簡單單的設計、暖和的陽光自大玻璃窗戶映照入室;食物嘛,我吃的那些都可以,但據聞我不吃的「鮮茄 XX 意粉」和「茄汁焗豆薯皮(仔)」味道稍遜 ... well, no comments ... 嘿嘿 =P

聚會本意是給兩位林小姐「高調地」宣佈婚訊,到後來還是變成清談節目。不過能躺在化發上聊天是挺舒服的,尤其是內容有趣;只怕我們製造的聲浪太高,破壞了一室的恬靜 ...

熱切期待到「灶君」的新居去吃她烹調的「私房菜」*,*