Saturday, March 05, 2005

Dummy

Really felt so relaxing upon hearing about the cancellation of the afternoon session. Truly and honestly. Anyway, happiness didn't last long enough to fill up the whole afternoon. Later when I learnt that the night session kept going on and my schedule proposed meant nothing, I started to realize I was just a doll to fit in the spare time. Felt so sorrow to learn the fact, though the session was finally called off again. Tried to stay calm by saying nothing, but seemed that it was being misunderstood. Don't really wanna deal with it at all, what I can do, was just kept on performing my role as a good doll. Dummy. Dummy with no say and no thinking. #_#

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